Revelations of a Lamb: Part 1

It is a hard thing to live in a Satanic world when you are not of it. What may be worse is when the Spirit, which is the Spirit of the Living God, who resides in every creation that is His, actively operates through that life, and you know, you recognize, the work of the adversary at each moment - even anticipating the future and then watching it unfold. Knowing doesn't ease the pain or end the torture.

I am weak. I have no hope outside of Jesus. I am small and unable to stand against this world without Him.

For nearly two years I have listened to Channel Z and read Z-reports. No doubt this was a natural progression for one who, just a few short years ago, lived out there among them, but in ignorance.

Every day was exquisite in its perverse twisting of my hopes. Work hard, work long, sell out to the world and be rewarded...except it never quite happened, the rock always rolled back to the bottom just before reaching the peak.

And ignorant of why, there was naught to do but roll it up again.

Now, with open eyes, there is a choice. I can choose to fight a pointless battle or I can walk away and live a different way.

Yah shows me, teaches me, directs me. I hear the revelations of Satania in the songs of Dylan and Petty, I see the anti-Christ in the materialism of Coca-Cola, I see Christ in the lives of Sikhs and Muslims and Hindus and Catholics and Lambs everywhere.

Best, and worst, of all, I recognize the rituals and witchcraft being practiced right in my own neighborhood, on my block, in my family. I know why, now...and I hate it.

So, then, comes the next lessons, learning to love.

Come quickly, Lord Jesus, that I may learn to love those who hate me and seek to so very cruelly use me, for I predict that they will not stop and will seek to harm the innocent and sell the souls of others for a bowl of lentil soup and a hovel.

http://predicto.blogspot.com/2007/10/revelations-of-lamb-part-1.html